I don't know. People have never tried to [airquotes] seek out the dead before.

[Her fingers tighten around her cup when she tries to recall the time she attempted to channel Yeul, but she can't remember ever feeling anything particular, other than...]

All I felt was just... dread and sadness. A little bit cold, but there was no reaper around. I think I'd remember something like that.

[A beat.]

They were all saying that I should just leave it alone.